.Saturday, June 02, 2007 ' 2:53:00 AM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Damn I feel bad and I have no idea why I'm acting like that. It's like a stupid game and everyone doesnt wanna run out of hp. The scary part is I think I'll be one of the gamers too. I'm losing faith in it's existence in MY world if I haven't already and somehow I'm just not interested.
The honesty with all its innocence...all kinda fades in the age we're entering; Nope, I ain't judgin just on them
I don't wanna wait till it hits me in the face, I wanna beat you to it...get into tt friggin course; just part of the race. Ooo how ideal that scenario would be but somehow I wouldn't react that way. I'm weird..no wait, I'm special the world's weird!
English speaking japanese guys like those were such turn ons HAHA =)
Sometimes I cry and I don't even know why
Sometimes I get all happy and I don't even need a reason to be
I think I'm going schizo
SOMEBODY HELP!!!! AHHH!!!
If only you were closer
If only we spoke the same freaking language
If only I'll even bother to try
I'm sure things would be a blast ;)
But damn I'm lazy and I've been gamingThey say your head could be your prison
Then these are just conjugal visits,
People will dissect us till
This doesn't mean a thing anymore
Don't pretend you'll ever forget about meHEY YOU, JUST STAND UP WILL YA??!! I KNOW YOU'RE THERE AND I'LL FIND YA!!
---- Just typing random thoughts...the night keeps me thinking wahahah----
