.Tuesday, March 28, 2006 ' 9:53:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Feeling so tired...
Yeah my studies may have improved by a mere margin
But it's not good enough
It's far from good
I have no idea how i'll be able to continue on with jc any longer
It'll probably help if there could be a moment of silence in this fucking place I call home
And I really dun need someone bitching about me and tryin to mess things up
I'm tired of life, I dun feel like living anymore
But I'm scared of death
What kinda fucked up person am I?
.Thursday, March 23, 2006 ' 9:41:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Shucks...
I'm feeling things I'm not suppose to...
The mind's complex, the heart's further complicated
Crap, stop it stop it stop it
Quit spinning me in this vortex
Really hope I can push the blame to PMS or somthing
Haha so no link :X
.Sunday, March 12, 2006 ' 12:47:00 AM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Wahaha today's a fun day!! K, maybe it wasn't that fun but it's been a long time since I felt this way...And I'm dead beat!! Shouldn't have gone to the ntu open house today...=(
No worrying about studies...
or anything else
Just hanging...
And shopping!!!
Omg I so miss the days when I could just hang out and go crazy
I guess when life's mean to ya,
just focus on the areas that make you smile =)
Oh, and aren't you supposedly 'in a relationship'?
Quit your damn act
I'm sorry for your girlfren
She deserves better
Two-timers deserve zero respect
Damn jerk
That goes for you too
.Monday, March 06, 2006 ' 1:24:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
A stupid decision made last week
An even stupider one yesterday
Even though both actions contradict each other
I dun feel sad, angry or frustrated
Confused...that's probably it...
I have absolutely no idea what I want
Besides my 3 As of course
The words exchanged yesterday
It made perfect sense and I believe it should be done
Is it worth to give it all up for studies?
Yes
It's not the only choice
Nevertheless it is the best route
But I cant bring myself to let it go
I just cant
I hate myself for being so weak
To be unable to bear the hurt
For that I've been selfish
I'm sorry
Jamie EveY
Shall I become no more than a puppet?
A mindless puppet, never to laugh, never to cry?
I wish to live my life under the sky.
At times I shall laugh, at other times cry.
For no life is more insincere than that lived as a masquerade.
-I want to be your canary
Lord Avon, Final Fantay IX
Hear It Now!Y
`Loves everybody in my life (most anyways)
`Music is my world!
`I drink but i don't smoke...such an angel (a)
`Shopping makes me happy =)
`Definition of craziness = Kbox with KC-ians
`Don't ever take my psp away from me...ROAR!!
`I'll never get fat from suppers with the supper gang...really!
`Square love =)
`Can't wait to get out of this farkin island for good
`SUSHIIIIII!!!
`My Hiroki Baby *muacks* <3
