.Thursday, August 31, 2006 ' 10:36:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Goodbye my friends,this is the end.
.Monday, August 28, 2006 ' 2:09:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Haiz shouldnt even have attended school today la
So useless...and demoralising!!
Had no idea what Choong was explaining
Totally clueless about every other qns
But then it was Choong...so much for his 600,000 eggs
At least Chem lecture was fruitful...if only Jolene Lee was my teacher X__X
Oh and GP was stupid!! Doesnt pay to be guai!!
Should have just skipped GP
But record time for a full essay!!
School's useless...no actually I think it's just TPJC that's rubbish
Should have meant it when I said I was joining you guys at nyp last year :(
Stupid Ballball and Piano, you guys havent answered my message!
The hesitation...oh no..it's contagious too uh-oh
Chilli Crab noodles is messy
Mac breakfast? Nah!
And Paris Hilton is damn dumb la...Stars Are Blind is so annoying!!
Crap, I'm getting random again...
Anyway, from now on i'll gonna exercise 24/7 self-discipline...24/7 muggin!! Study study study!! Life will revolve nothin more than Physics, Chem and Maths...oh and GP too, bleah!
Bernoulli and Milikan are my best frens!! So is Le Chatelier and Newton-Rhapson? or whatever bull that is..argh dammit...life sucks!!
But for now it's nap time!!
.Monday, August 14, 2006 ' 12:22:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Woke up this morning with my left eye hurting like crap
Not painful enough for me to skip school but I did anyways
Haha no mood la
Stupid eye has been giving me so much problems
Perhaps it'll be a good thing to go one eye blind
Then I maybe I'll be blinded from the ugly things in life
Left only with the good things in life
But it'll be worse if the reverse took place hahaha
Had a long talk with a friend last night
Funny, it took us a year or maybe even more to clear the air between us
But it feels so much better to get it all out
Thankfully we're still friends now :)
Cheer up, your perseverence will pay off
95 more days to the end of it all
You still have lots of time, NS is only next year haha
Jia you for 'A's
Jia you in your love life
A smile brightens up anyone's day
Genuine or fake
Others will feel better and hopefully the effects will rub off on me too
A smile is what I'll wear each day haha =)
But all I'm left with is a void in my heart...a void that's growing
.Tuesday, August 01, 2006 ' 2:38:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
I miss those times
when the smiles and the laughter were genuine
when i didnt need to hold back anything
everyday was pure fun and i hardly ever lived with regret
what has happened to me
why does it have to be this way
each time i'm left alone
those thoughts just flood my mind
once again, lost in tears
the uncontrollable drops
breathing just gets harder
yearning for something that i'll never get in return
a daily affair it has become
i'm just so so tired
it hurts so much
i cant take it anymore
how in the world am i suppose to mug
to get those As when i cant even pass
cant even concentrate with so much on my mind
i'll tell you when i'm sad
yday, the day before and the days before that
and so will i still be tomorrow and the days to come
cos things never changes
i wanna stop hurting
i wanna stop it all
but i'm so afraid to do so
or maybe i don't want to
