Yay cramps werent that bad this month..
Bad...but not that bad...haha
Damn 3 yrs of liberation and it decided it couldnt part with me
Lol, fuck you oestrogen...bleah

I'm sick of gettin failing grades
I dunno if I can perform a miracle for all my subjects...includin GP...
omg...gp too..my only hope is shattered

Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried,
it all fell apart
What it meant to me
will eventually be a memory of a time when..

Yup, it's scary...i'm pretty much terrified..
Less then a month and i'm totally unprepared...
The more i study the more I know what I dunno and there's jus too much
Demoralising as it is and even more so when no one helps
Puts you down
And it's so difficult to seek consultation cos the damn teachers are hardly available
And so there goes the solution of tuition
But what good is it if your tutor is a stubborn grouchy old man whom speaks a language only he understands and puts you down every now and then too?
As though I didnt know my sch and grades sucks enough, quit harping on it
We all get the obvious fact so MOVE ON!

Things are bad, couldnt concentration
Would love to heck everything and just mug
Easier said than done
Maybe I'm just mentally weak since others seem to get by easily
I mean even if i do achieve so...is it too late?
I'm really scared
I trashed my life with one mistake after another

My stupid perceptions are stung by such inconsistency that makes it tiring
well heck it just heck it.
Yup I can do it, heck everything for it's worth
or better yet the lack of it

It's a rough time for everyone
Somehow the world just decided to go thru emo apocalypse now
There was an alpha so now there's an omega
Accept reality to be as harsh as it is
Now you cant blame me to be pessismistic me eh?

I dun like seeing my friends upset
We're all in this together
Let's all heck everything and be happy together k?
At least for the next one and a half months...
Yikes everyday's a fucked up day...
But come on it's just less than 50 more fucked up days
And we have survived more than 1.5 years of it

Let's just hang on ppl
You have all the time in the world to break down after As haha
Guess I suck at comforting
Jia you...that's all I hafta say..
Cheesy phrases like 'We managed to do it for Os we can do it again." or"We've come so far, we must have proven sumthin" are too overused and quite close to bull
So Jia you ppl, just hang on...

Shall I become no more than a puppet?
A mindless puppet, never to laugh, never to cry?
I wish to live my life under the sky.
At times I shall laugh, at other times cry.
For no life is more insincere than that lived as a masquerade.
-I want to be your canary
Lord Avon, Final Fantay IX

`Loves everybody in my life (most anyways)
`Music is my world!
`I drink but i don't smoke...such an angel (a)
`Shopping makes me happy =)
`Definition of craziness = Kbox with KC-ians
`Don't ever take my psp away from me...ROAR!!
`I'll never get fat from suppers with the supper gang...really!
`Square love =)
`Can't wait to get out of this farkin island for good
`SUSHIIIIII!!!
`My Hiroki Baby *muacks* <3

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