.Tuesday, August 01, 2006 ' 2:38:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
I miss those times
when the smiles and the laughter were genuine
when i didnt need to hold back anything
everyday was pure fun and i hardly ever lived with regret
what has happened to me
why does it have to be this way
each time i'm left alone
those thoughts just flood my mind
once again, lost in tears
the uncontrollable drops
breathing just gets harder
yearning for something that i'll never get in return
a daily affair it has become
i'm just so so tired
it hurts so much
i cant take it anymore
how in the world am i suppose to mug
to get those As when i cant even pass
cant even concentrate with so much on my mind
i'll tell you when i'm sad
yday, the day before and the days before that
and so will i still be tomorrow and the days to come
cos things never changes
i wanna stop hurting
i wanna stop it all
but i'm so afraid to do so
or maybe i don't want to
