.Sunday, July 23, 2006 ' 8:44:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Let it go
You cant hold on when you're stretched so thin
You're just too weak
Cos you know it hurts to hold on but even more so if you let go
It's gone, no use clinging on to your misery
Slap on your face, wake up from it
Time and again, words exchanged but the wound aint getting better
Anxious to part but pleading for it not to arrive
The painful silence, the dryness of your throat
Wishing things wouldnt be like this
Nevertheless it never changes
You're just too fucking useless
Picking up a book and staring at it each time she walks pass
Whatcha tryin to prove?
You're kidding no one but yourself
Time is running out
Results in hand and you're punched back into reality
Blame yourself for being so fucking pathetic
Your very existence brings misery to others
Nothing but a fucking piece of useless shit
Always losing yourself in tears
That further shows how pathetic you are
You cant do anything right
Everything is ultimately
your fault
Without you, your parents will have less to worry about
Less to waste their money on
They won't 'have to be sorry to have a daughter like you'
You're just gonna let them down in the end
Your teachers will have less a headache, a bitch less to deal with
Less a failure to pull down their quota
He wouldn't hafta put up with you
Fully concentrate on what he suppose to
Probably find someone else much better too
You arent a really great friend either
Your absence wun prove to be much or best say,
any loss to your friends at all
Can't you see? You're
nothingStop wishin for things to be better
To be seen differently, not to be lied to
Or for the feeling of being wanted or loved
Simply because you're not worth it
Jamie, why don't you just die?
