.Friday, June 30, 2006 ' 10:36:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Just another horrible day of my life
Another paper
Another failure
Is it really not too late?
It seems to me that no matter what I'll probably land myself in the same ending...
My story? Concluding in an inevitable way?
How the fuck am i suppose to be optimisstic
The choices I've contemplated
I really dun wish to return to what I used to be like back then
But helpless am I as stuff jus flings me in that direction
Why should I care so much
It tires me out but yet I still do so
Nothing is what I get in return
I thought things would be better but I guess I was wrong
Living a lie...does that mean I go to hell?
Your jokes and comments were unnecessary
Aint pissed, just a little feeling I cant conceal...disappointment perhaps
I know when I'm useless and sucky
Happens alot and I really didnt need that
It would be nice if...
I guess there's no point for me to even get started on it
Wish God would just answer my prayers
Everyone has problems, yeah i know that shit
But I cant seem to handle mine anymore
Burying tears in my pillow can only inter that much
Wearing that fake smile and laughter gets more exhuasting each passing day
Solution to my problems
I know one
But cowardice is blocking my way
