.Saturday, June 10, 2006 ' 10:28:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
Dreams are often said to supposedly depict our subconcious thoughts that are chucked in the back of our minds rite?
Funny, last night's dream almost mirrored reality
Or at least what I've occasionally been debating about
Vividly portraying the 'what if' scenarios
Probably spurred by the earlier convo..
or perhaps due to the events of the past few days
Regret over the mistake?
I'm in no position to consider the possibility
But I cant help but think that way
Confiding in me...why?
The confusion I'm facing...again, why?
Proven wrong
Not as dumb by looks
Won over by admiration
Strength, professionalism, maturity
Why didnt it all surface earlier?
Maybe then I would have trusted myself to agree so...
Even though I always knew it would have been a safer choice but decided otherwise
As for you, there's one thing I've been taught
Action speaks louder than words
Lesson has hit me hard
I'll shut my gap and gather the courage to do so
But I'll probably never will
That's the difference between us
Which leaves me at the losing end
Alone
