.Monday, February 27, 2006 ' 7:19:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
What happened after school was scary...thankfully Fatty was with me
I was too stunned, sorry you had to do all the talking
But it's kinda funny when I think back now
And I thought I was gonna get robbed again...haha...
Oh and thanks for your time too
Kinda glad that I talked to you =)
Just realised that of my many posts,
only one recounted good memories
does my life really suck so much?
Today was horrible
Yesterday was worse...much worse...
I dunno how I'm gonna face tmr...
I dun wanna think about it...or at least I'll try...
Btw, I really dun like S.H.E....
.Saturday, February 25, 2006 ' 11:17:00 AM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
I know you're probably reading this
A single msg
A forwarded one at that
Even though I was probably just one of the few you sent it to
To show you cared or 'cared'
It made me feel better when I was down
At least a little
I'm sorry for taking you for granted
I'm sorry for not treasuring our friendship
. ' 11:10:00 AM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
If I never asked, you probably wouldn't have told me anything
Whatever
I maybe lost but I'm definitely sure that I'm heading in the wrong direction
Stop feedin me with lies
I wasn't born yesterday
I knew your words couldn't be true
And I still chose to believe in them foolishly
Some told me they were, others told me otherwise
I only blame myself
.Friday, February 24, 2006 ' 11:50:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
If only someone could tell me how I'm suppose to feel
Totally dumbfounded right now
The many scenarios
My intuition hardly fails me
Or is this all just on my part?
If only I spent all those time on my studies
Failed another test
Nothing surprising
If only I can keep to my resolution
.Monday, February 20, 2006 ' 11:27:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
What's the most important goal of our lives?
Ha always words but no action from me...
It's not worth the expense of...
Isnt that what we're always told?
It may not be affecting me but i certainly wont want it to cost others...
Maybe I'm thinking too much...
A single statement that could set me off into such a drastic dilemma...
A few more days...to buy time?
Or to have a 'perfect' finish to a 'perfect' start?
.Saturday, February 18, 2006 ' 11:08:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
This is my blog so it seems I have every right to whine and bitch...and guess wad? That's wad I'm gonna do.
Everyone goes thru one of those 'i hate me' moments which i always thought were stupid...but I
am part of everyone...
I suck at everything I do or attempt...I have a flare for nothing and I dun excel in any areas be it academic, sports or arts...I dun stand out as an individual either; lacking charisma or that all-so shining charming aura
So what does that make me?
A loser?
A liability to the society?
"You cant be a pro the moment you try something new" Maybe I'm being too greedy? I know it's impossible to be good at it immediately but it may help if I didn't suck this bad
Oh well...that's life and there's nothing you can do abt it...cliche isn't it?
.Monday, February 06, 2006 ' 3:35:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
"First you'll meet obstacles, then everything will go smoothly" That applies to all scorpios according to guan yin ma Nat..
It happened for me...I'm happy now =) really haha
The gift of the gab
I love long bus rides~
81, 12~
25~!!!
Chingay was fun!!! Stupid...but fun!!
Whoohoo!! VIP!!!
Black nike shoes~ wahaha~
Surf n Sweat...go ODAC!!! haha~
Results tmr...scary...good luck to me..may it not be my doomsday :X
