.Tuesday, January 10, 2006 ' 5:37:00 PM Y
XOXO, there's only me.
6 more days till i know my fate
haha kinda scary even though i've no attachment to the school...
Odac isn't as fun as it was anymore
studies? screw it...
my frens, the kc-ians i'll continue to stay in contact with no matter wad
tpjc-ians...so many have come and gone, who'll stay till the end I'll never know
friendship proves to be ephemeral
into another chapter...
i guess i'm suppose to be happy, then why do i feel like shit
things aren't what it seems
i suppose happy endings dun exist, not in my story
it's not even transient for me
maybe the author sucks at writing
looking at others i guess my story is far from ideal
it doesnt even have a body
stories where questions should be fed with answers
my book is made of irrelevant chapters
spewing questions after questions
drowning the characters
how can it ever be easy to pen down feelings
i'm stuck in a vortex, blinded by confusion
why does things have to be this way?
WhyWhy do you always do this to me?Why couldn't you just see right through me?How come you act like thisLike you just don't care at allDo you expect me to believe I was the only one to fallI can feel, I can feel you, near me even though you're far awayI can feel, I can feel you baby, why?It's not supposed to feel this wayI need you, I need you, more and more each dayIt's not supposed to hurt this wayI need you, I need you, I need you Tell me, Are you and me still together? Tell me, You think we can last forever Tell me, WhyHey, Listen to what we're not sayingLet's play a different game than what we're playin'Try to look at me and really see my heartDo you expect me to believeI'm gonna let us fall apartSo go and think about whatever you need to think about Go and dream about whatever you need to dream aboutCome back to me when you know just how you feel
