Waiting after midnight, hoping somehow he would be the first
he wasn't...wasn't second either
it has been so long, he probably didn't remember
more likely that he didn't even bother to
not that I care
I'm over him
surely
definitely

is the same thing gonna happen all over?
two different individuals yet so similar
everything happened so fast
memories I'll treasure cos that's all there are
soon we wouldn't be talking
i dunno how but i know it'll come to that point
it's already slowly sinking into the truth now
even if it isn't it has to happen, i'm sorry
paranoia it may seem
your every action or word affects my perception of this shit
you're confused and so am i but i can't deny the feelings
or that tiny bit of it for that matter
i cant read you but somehow i'm getting that you dun care
it has been exhausting and i cant really be bothered any longer
the best part?
you don't even know it

Shall I become no more than a puppet?
A mindless puppet, never to laugh, never to cry?
I wish to live my life under the sky.
At times I shall laugh, at other times cry.
For no life is more insincere than that lived as a masquerade.
-I want to be your canary
Lord Avon, Final Fantay IX

`Loves everybody in my life (most anyways)
`Music is my world!
`I drink but i don't smoke...such an angel (a)
`Shopping makes me happy =)
`Definition of craziness = Kbox with KC-ians
`Don't ever take my psp away from me...ROAR!!
`I'll never get fat from suppers with the supper gang...really!
`Square love =)
`Can't wait to get out of this farkin island for good
`SUSHIIIIII!!!
`My Hiroki Baby *muacks* <3

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veron
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stellz
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pris
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idg
nat
kenneth
jac
triton
justin
inu
weiwen
kianhong

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